Kurose-chan

You don't have to be someone that I'd like you to be. Sometimes, letting me see who you really are will let me learn to love you more for who you are and not to what I want you to be.

I'd rather live without you, than knowing you're starting to forget about me. I'd rather be a stepping stone, than knowing you'll end up unable to smile. I'd rather and choose to be a friend, than knowing you can't be mine. I'd rather live my life secretly for you, than you having to make choice when there shouldn't be any. I'd rather be forgotten, than be left just because i'm not enough or because of him.

Favourite bands.. I wish I was your favourite bands ... So I can make you jump when you hear me, just like when you hear them play. I wish I was the concert of your favourite bands ... So I can make you do stuff like you don't normally do, like being in a crowded place just to see me, just like when they're having their concert tour. I wish I was as special as those of your favourite bands ... Because you told me and made me believe that I'm the most special thing in the word, though why can't you jump, scream, or shout my name when I'm on your sight? Like, right next to you? :]

People deserve a chance, A chance to be loved, You can't just say "I'm not ready", "I can only see you as a friend", "It's hard to see you as this than that". It'll always be "I don't know", Because you sure can choose and decide, It's better to walk on a path, than to just know the path. You decide your happiness, not... his/her.

Why are you so gloomy to me, Why are you so jolly to him, Why are you so gloomy to me, Why are you so happy to him, Why are you so gloomy to me, Why are you so hyper to him, Why are you so gloomy to me, Why are you so in love with him? I don't understand.

Why can't you appreciate what I tell you .. I wish I'm a mute, To satisty you. I wish I was blind, To trust you. I wish I was deaf, To be touched by you. But... You mean the world to me, I can't live to be deaf, Because I wanna hear your sweet voice. I can't live to be blind, Because I wanna see your gorgeous face. and I can't live to be a mute, Because I want you to know how much I do love and care for you. Why can't you understand?